Broken Trust

I trusted you.
With every untold lie
And even the ones spoken
I believed you.

I was enough.
I was the only woman you needed
Even if not perfect...
Perfect for you perhaps?

We were going to make it.
Right to the end
No matter what they said.
We were not going to be statistics.

But it was all a lie.
Too many secrets.
Temptation always triumphs
And my world shatters...
Our world.

I'm disconnecting from you
In self defense.
From your selfish behaviour
And total disregard for my feelings.

I can't even look you in the eye anymore.
It hurts too much.
I see the lies you swear to be truth.
It's too scary to go on together...
It's too scary to move on alone...

Perhaps you are feeling the same way?
It would explain a lot
Wouldn't it?
What else could it be?

I won't be selfish though.
If you desire more, go for it.
But you can't have me too.
For that would be selfish of you.

The world is a scary place
And I don't want to be alone.
But if i must, i must...
Because I won't take less
And you can't seem to let go.

So I'll let you go.
Try to make it easier
For both of us.
Because without trust
What is there?